Is there something called opting out English? Though I fall in love with english lesson, improvement was somehow invisable to me. That's mean I make zero improvement in my english. Haven cultivate yet in my basic english and how could I do such a tricky english common test tomorrow?
I wondered if my future will be in ITE after much hard effort studying and brain racking in memorizing etc.


Melissa is very funny when it come to giving advices =] Alright! First time advices through MSN with her really make me wanna laugh out can. It's lifted my laughter up! And there is one sentence that is wrong!!! Should not write it here but it will be written in my mind. (HAHA = biggest picture). She is fun to bully yeah =]

Taking time out to have a break in evaxing and sowing. Doing my best in helping those who wanna come love tag in few weeks time...

That's it...
BYeeee

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Be it a better or bad changes, it lead to me feeling so stranger toward the changes. Curiousity erose me up frequenly and sensing that she is suffering inside-out by herself. Surrounding friends started to change so sudden that make me feel so different, having a mixed feeling that is indescribable. Seriously, situation inbetween our clique started to drift away as though we started to split into small groups. And I'm pondering if I am the last to know it. It's heartbreaking to hear through bad news about this and that, making my heart to feel so confused by all these recent stuffs and oncoming event.
I doesn't know if it's a stress situation? a curious situation? a tired sign situation? Or somehow God's working over it, making this situation to be so obvious to me slowly when time pass by. Mind packing with stuffs that I haven done, stuffing it like a memory card till it's gonna be full soon.
Alright, simply tired out! Drain out! Stress out!
(NOT A EMO POST)

Praying that thursday would end faster! All period during thursday is all filled up with tests. Not a single bit of period is left with other stuffs. FIVE TESTS to handle with during thursday. Two tests tomorrow!!!

How I long to be in Your presense
hearing You out
little words that pleases me much
knowing that You are there for me
till the end of the day

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Thank mummy for helping me to buy cny's stuff =]
Meet Joy up to tutor with her math for an hour or so. Hope that she can learn at least a few stuffs though she may be in a tired state.
Meet SiRui at control station and trained to Simei to meet the rest. Had mass shepherding and first time eat at eighteen chief. Didn't know totally that it's a famous resturant to eat. But truely, the food is really very nice except their ice lemon tea.
Pet safari later on and transport homed...


Alright, I seriously doesn't know what's up with you nowaday. You are truely changing to a person that I feel so stranger to me.
Knowing friends that I dislike once before is truely amazing =] Getting to see her good side of life.

I truely think you are annoying!!! Stealing my pen and being so daring to say that you found two pens at somewhere. Annoying "J"( idk how to spell his name). Thanks God I finally snatch back my two pens =] Shall take extra care of my pen from today onwards. And please STOP spoiling my wonderful pen!!!

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All i can simply say was "I'm sorry for what I have say in a fit of anger". I regretted what I did but really hope that this relationship would not have drain away in any way. I'm soon gonna take a break Yif things continue to be the same! A haywire feeling that make me to have self-control of my sleepyness. Sorry for being ingnorance to you just because I mean well, I doesn't want another outburst to cause another relationship to drain out. All this happened so fast, there's a purpose in it.
I doesn't want this feeling of me to get rid of any friendship with anyone of you. Though I may feel curious why it have been like this and that when I step inside school. Knowing that disaster will struck me and having a bad feeling somehow.
But still, self-control and firm is what I could really do now. Maybe somehow I may walk away through halfway conversation with you, but really hope that you all would understand it.


times whereby satan put me down. But I wanna stand firm in You regardless of any disaster or situations

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Look dead through the way to Whitesand. Meet SiRui for a chat and thanks for helping with my social studies =]
Accompany her to Tampines for her shoes.
Bus 81 homed. Walk home with bud and a fruitful time spend with her, that let me realise alot of thing hidden inside her heart. Thanks for sharing with me =] Love ya!

Wanna priorities my time inbetween school mates and church's stuffs. Sorry for letting you all to think like that , but yeah, just wanna let you all know that I will chose the more wiser choice that will benefit others or me. And feel free to ask me out, I will maybe be free for your request. For I know that I love you all just like how I love anyone out there.



Happy Birthday Kelly Chew
been through working experience with you, which always let me wait for you and being late. All those small chat with you and little jokes filled my day up =] Hope you would enjoy much more then the other days and I will buy you a present as soon as possible. Love love

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tummy ache with sharp pain =[
Wanna vomit out food that I have eaten just now, but tried not to if possible.


Gonna rest awhile first =x

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Mit6 teaching was great! Haven yet transferr the teaching to my sermon book, shall do this later on. Overnight at B3st bud's house =]
Feel welcomed and privilleged to be at her house all this while, as her parent really treat me quite good. And request Cindy to switch on the air-con so that I'm able to sleep even more better. Yeah, and both of us also managed to take my stuffs from SiRui's house and shopped for tibits and drink to eat later at her room =]
Also thanks God that she sleeep first that let me to do other personal stuffs. And also this little strength to let me hanged in there for doing greater thing.
Slept at 2am in the end!
so next morning, Cindy and me went out of the room and she started to sabotage me. Her parent laugh at me like i'm a clown =[
hahaas, but it's funny and feel rather shy over this.
Prepared our stuffs and breakfast at 7/11. Bused to tampines mall and meet the rest up. Collect my donation tin and stickers and started rushing with donation together with Cindy. Done finish our first round at 11am+ , hoping that we can be release. But can't! Called Mr Ong for help that I needed to be release earlier due to church service. Really thanks for his understanding that he release Carol and me earlier =]
Directly took cab after returning the tin.
Miss praise and worship =[ But it's alright, friday will have it again =]
Short meeting with East and lunch over le meridian. Chatt with Dennis about my past and present tense of life. He give me some advices and encouragements, yeah, and I'm more willing to listen to his advices.
Some video shotting and back to Centrepoint mac.
Study biology and physic for next week test =]
Seven tests next week!!!
so wanna prepared well with my study plan.

thanks God that when I'm in the ego of falling down
You are still watching over me
helping over me and guide me through
all these difficulties that I'm coping.
To drop me words that is useful to me
and all these little blessing adding up
it's more then enough.
Thanks Lord for this group that I'm in
to used me even more
to test me
to let me have problems in my life
so as to grow even more and help other
people's life through all this problem
that I have faced.
To let me have such a wise shepherd
that give me advices and encouragement
all this while during my spiritual walk
with You. In jesus name, AMEN!!!!
THANKS GOD


thanks God for this little strength that You have given me to hang on

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Spend $120 or so on bags and dresses + belt + wallet. Finally found a zebra wallet =] Super happy=]

Hougang mall is really full of nice stuffs, but coulfd'nt shop finish due to shortage of time. Jie pay for taxi fare, so good of her=]

Yeah~ WAY to go!!! Left sandle and some items and I'm done =]
Chinese new year will be a fruitful once! I'm sure of it =]


Later having hai xing poineer and mit6 meeting!

"J" make my day! He is a joker can =] Can't really stand his evil jokes.. HAahaaaa

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