To my best of all friend:
Believe in our friendship
nothing can change your statue in my heart
for what I know that
I really miss you alots
and hope that I am able
to see you just for one glance,
to see your text messages,
to listen to your voice.
and I do feel jealous
because of you,
and I would not know
what my life would be like without you
you touch my heart and melt it in many ways
you made me touch till I cry sometimes
and I am elated for what you have done for me
for what you have care for me
for what you have concern so much for me
for what you have teach me to be a better person.
You once told me that friend should care and concern for each other
but your care and concern just seem to be so special to me
and I just hope to see and hear your care from you.
going out with you make me feel very happy
and I dono why
my heart just felt very happy
I can tell you NOW that
you are just like a drug to me
once eaten,
I will get addicted to it.
Addicted to your
care
love
concern
voice
message
laughter
And many more...
You also kant be replaced by anyone in my heart.
From the day when I told you that we stopped contacting each other
I felt very miserable for my words
but you still didn care my words and still contacted me.
You also text alot of messages once you recieve my message
to let me know how much you love and care me,
to let me know that you would not know what your life will be
without me inside your life.
I also feel this ways...
Once I had read all your touching message, I felt so bless to have such a great best friend in my life. I really thanks god alot for letting me to know you. I wanted to cry and laugh at that moment from what you had written on all the messages. And I not only want to read once, but twice and even thrice.
I felt hurt when you once told me that you hate me alot. You break my heart once but you heal it with all your caringness and words. I cry on that day when you told me that you hate me, and I slash my wrist for you. And i doesn know why I does this to myself. But now I know the reason, because you are inside my heart, my life. And your words seem to be too heavy and stabbed me alots. You have made me to :
-love you
-miss you
-jealous
-angry
-disappointed
-happy
-hurt
And these emotions can prove that nobody can replace YOU in my heart