Back from all my events with Shi Xuan, SiRui and YuShan today and am lucky that I'm able to use laptop once i reach home. Felt tired and have been having alots of problem lately. I doesn want to write it here as it seem to be alittle secret to those who doesn know me well. But I know that there are currently more then 5 things that have been troubling me in my life.
I told myself that I am on the verge of gaving up everything, i felt so tired of coping with every single of my problem, and these all problem just seem to be very difficult to handle with. I am alway thinking of ending my life once I see high building surrounding me!!!
Why am I like this??? Please help me, i feel so helpless and doesn know who to ask for help. I doesn dare to disturb anyone because I knew that I have alots of problem that may need more then 1 days to say finish...
i don care anything
i just want back my happiness
but it just seem to be so difficult
i wonder to myself
whether all those laughter that i had once had
is it real or fake???
life it just too difficult to handle...