i feel so stress toward all your negative words just now.
i wonder to myself:
is it because of me that make you feel so negative?
i feel so guilty, so uneasy and uncomfortable
for what you had say just now.
without me in your life
will you feel more pleased and happy?
i know that i am a bad daughter to both of you
i know that i disrespected both of you in many ways
but i really dun intend to be like this
and hope that i can be a great daughter in your heart
but i doesn know how to be a good daughter.
You would olway not be pleased by
all my actions and words...
please tell me what i should do???
i feel like running away from all problems
but i knew that it is impossible
unless i had accept the first and only choice
that is to die and so that
all my problem will be gone...
9:01 AM
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