Just came back from the H-C-P-M... And after bathing, I felt extra hyper :)
so I'm gonna take this special time to blog about everything that I have been worry about. Yeah, lots of stuffs just suddenly pop-out of my mind. And I had to handle it by myself, which I'm trying my best to solve it by thinking & thinking continously till it had a outcome.
I'm seriously continously keep on worry about:
- battling with my fear which will affect my life
-money!!! I needed money urgently for medical bills which may cost more then $30 per month & $50 buck for my handphone repairing. I'm just too frighten that I doesn have enough money to pay for the handphone repairment now. While I also need to buy slipper and have a haircut!!!
-if I would be able to find 2 jobs to cope with my expenses & medical bill.

With no family support, I seriously doesn know whether I should go see doctor for my fear. Mdm Yasmin is able to accompany me to poly clinic once and afterward, I had to go hospital alone which I doesn dare to. I'm really too stress with all this problem!!! Why kant my family member just accepted and understand my fear, I really feel so helpless without them trusting me. If I didn consult the doctor, I could at least have less worry about money related stuff. But........
Aiyoo0o!!!! I just felt SO STRESS!!!!

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