Slept for less then 6 hrs and eaten fried rice early in the morning only, made me totally feel tired and I just wana close my eyes to sleep after the service. I felt exhausted and wanted to board an hour bus so that I'm able to sleep, but I didn. Went for a walk at ChinaTown alone and I was nearly hit by a car. I felt total blur, and I kept on walk straight and thinking negatively non-stop. I felt so hurt, so sad in everything that I had been thinking and just want to cry out loud.
Shi Xuan tag along with me for the walk awhile later. While when EastA was playing computer at lanshop, I went centrepoint to window-shop. Something happened there and I doesn want to elaborate much on it, and this is the second time I had experience before.
Meet the EastA people at centrepoint's mac afterward and discuss about some related stuff. Backed home at 11pm+ :) so cool!!! I have not been staying overnight at my friend's house/outside for so long, and I am tempting to do so by next week. I just felt a loner staying at this home, just like a mute girl:(
i doubt about them
about whether they seriously
care for one another
i just felt like crying
for what i am thinking
really hurt me alots.
but i dare not cry out loud
because i know that during those circumstance
i kant be able to cry out
and i had to fight with the tears
it's difficult
but there nothing much i can do
egg hatched at 14 Jan