Was awaking by my handphone's ringtone at 7am+. And the call is from Mum!!! She asked me to ask daddy to take the clothes inside the house and second call was to ask daddy to fetch her. Actually we are able to talk, but not face-to-face talk... EXAM OVER, time to find a half- day off to pack my stuff which I am tempting to do so NOW!!!

Anyway, If any of my family member was able to see these, please help me tell mummy below the words that I had written to her.

Mummy! I didn hate you anymore, but had forgave and forget everything and wanted to start everything anew again. But I know that at this stage, it is very hard to start talking to you face-to-face,and I know that one day I will be able to do this through all my courages. I wont force you to see the counsellor if you doesn want to, but I have to tell you that I didn fight with the teacher, didn create trouble to the school etc that causes me to see the counsellor. I had once told you about why I am being counsellor, and I hope that you will be able to understand it. I doesn want to live a life full of fear anymore, I had enough of it. I doesn want to suddenly felt so frighten halfway through my outing. It frighten me alots and I also hope that this thing would just disappear into my life, but it just kant...
Maybe you thought that I talk bad thing about euu to the counsellor, but I didn. And I was totally hurt by your actions and words when I told you that the counsellor wanted to find you. But it's alright, i doesn blame you but to forget about it.

♥