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child of God

egg hatched at 14 Jan
love her jokers mates
and her sisters in Christ =D
Her Planner


Wild Wild Wet

Fly kite

Chalet stay

informal CG

Mass Sheperding

pri sch Outing

cycling

Camping

evax

SOWing

bowling

KBOX

studying
Her desire

Guitar
2 handphones
Unlimited SMS
Work
Less spare time
New wallet
More Clothes
Free of SA
friends

Anthony
Amanda Lee
Angel See
Cassie Foo
Carol Wong
Geraldine Lau
Melcolm Lee
Natasha
Shi Xuan
Joy
Mabel
SiRui
Mildred
Shih Ching
Jovan
YenPing
Kevin
Jazryll
ViVian
Erica
MiQin
Cindy Chua
Irene Koh
Melissa
Florence
Jeslin
Jasmin
Jaslin
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009


(yesterday*)
Fall asleep in for every lesson except Physic, felt very tired as I only slept 6hrs. Chinese lesson was at AVA and all the 3As class was there watching movie. I was damm annoy by the boys sitting behind me =.=
After school, went to library awhile and then walk to my house to take Peg's apron and change clothe. After that, directly walk to Shi Xuan's house to slack awhile and then bused to tampines mall. Do evax at there and we manage to find 5 students at the end of the evax, it was fun and hopping to do it more and more again.
Eat mac and then walked to bus interchange to meet Cindy and Peg, bused 196 to marina and changed bus to our work destination. Start work later then 7pm!!! So Shi Xuan do the first block and went back home due to the late timing, while I manage to do another block whereby I earn $20 buck at there. So diaox lor, all lao auntie, how to sell manx... So at the end, salary $10, and this causes me to be tempted to call the guy for the $300 job, as I seriously need money now.
Cindy's dad treat me to mac and fetch me back home, tsks alot =) tsks for everything that you had done to me, appreciate much ^^
Was wanting to open the door, but it was LOCK!!! No choice and I knew that I'm gonna get lockout for the next 6hrs slacking at downstair. Contact some of my friends, and at the end, only Pei Ling was there for me to answer my phone and call me back. Tsk alots, at this such a low point, i really need some friend advices and talks, and you are able to do this for me. And sorry for letting you wait for my message till you fall asleep. And I think I really own you too much, you did so much for me!!!
No choice and feeling exhausted, I contact Miss Tok. And Miss Tok ask me to stay at her chalet or else police report will be made. I felt so stress!!! But at the end, Miss Tok drive to my house downstair and I went to find her. So my mid-night was staying at Miss Tok's chalet. Tsks and sorry for the disturb. Didn get much sleep because I was there thinking continuously non-stop. Mum called and i lie to her that I am staying at Cindy's house. I dare not to tell her that I am with Miss Tok, for what I knew that she will be very angry with me.
Wakeup and Miss Tok drive me home.
I'm scare of what they will do to my parent, it aint their fault. I need comfort now!!! I am just scare of everything now. I feel so helpless, even having thousand of friends is no use to me. I just felt like crying now, felt like hurting myself again!!!

i felt like a stray cat
moving here and there.
I'm so tired of everything
every single thing that i had done
i feel so hurt at times
i feel so lonely at times
but I just doesn want to say out
even if i say out
what will be change?
looking at every multi building
my mind was there imagine
of me jumbing off the building
i should not have born in this world
at the first place!!!
I am just like a weird teenagers
a teenager whereby lives is short and miserable
a teenager whereby no one loved and cared for me
a teenager whom want to be loved and cared by everyone
but everything that I am hoping to see
will alway be different.



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