(Yesterday*)
Had normal school lesson, which ended up watching ghost movie and playing with the handphone's camera with 2Cs. Had a great fun with them, whereby they are able to particpate with the fun except Cindy. Bused 53 to Airport's mac. Shortly afterward, Shi Xuan came. Study my Physic since my orange file was with Irene. Brought lunch at mac and then went to play the trolley. Saw a group of ah gua and they kinda funny. Meet Irene at Airport and then bus to my house. And something happened at my house which I doesn wanna say. So, at the end, went to stay at Shi Xuan's house. Thank for the concern, everyone.

at that very moment
I just hope to hear 1 question
but you didn ask me any question
but scolded me
and thought tht it's because i
behaved badly in school that causes
the "c" to find me
but it's aint
you made the situation worse
without asking the reason
and your every words just cut deeply
into my heart
why kant you just understand me abit !!!



(Today*)
Didn sleep properly the whole yesterday night. Felt moodless and had the temptation to do a thing to stop all this. But I didn, so I just cried the whole night... Went back home to bathe and take my stuff and then went to central to buy food and bus to tampines mall. Trained to Somerset and went to the service. And..... I kant control with myself and cried again!!! After service, I went around Singapore by buses and ended my trip at 8pm+
I still felt extremely sad!!! And just want to cry out loud!!! I just want to stay away from this house and go elsewhere. I doesn want to see them, I want to be back to normal......
I now just want to bathe and then go out to have a fresh air....

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