Finally I'm able to reply mum's question , " you join christ?". Even though I say Yes, but mum reaction was not angry or whatever, but she told me not to baptize with holy water because I kant take joss sticks if they ...
I'm just pondering why kant they just accept it???
I know that dad & grandad will be in million thousand of anger if they knew about me going church. They would chase me out of the house and maybe even a live would be taken away because of my grandad bad health...
I doesn want this all to happen~~~