this incident have left me to have no mood in whatever i do~
even my favourite evexing mood was gone~
how am i purpose to evex better like the previous time???
And......
thinking of what the nurse had say!!!
I'm totally fearing of this and that!!!
I know that maybe this generation
think nothing of it!!!
but I just feel uncomfortable after hearing
what the nurse have say yesterday
Why must it be different to me!!!
how i wish not to meet them~
not to see them~
O God
please help me in it...
I don want to suffer and be back
to my previous life again!!!
training myself hard not to gave up easily~
training myself to really totally forget about it~
school life was seriously a damm sickening stuff!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry for letting this post to be so EMO!!!
Venting all my tears/anger/disappointion/fear at here!!!