sometime I really feel like confessing
everything to you
I really dislike you
because you love to say bai chi etc
which really make me feel very uncomfortable
due to the typical me of
not hoping anyone of my frien to be hurt
but you still continue to do it non-stop
saying bad things behind us
and thought that this would last forever~
but you would never realise that
one day these thing would be reveal out.
sometime
I really kant gave myself a choice of
whether I should believe your words or not
because you have been telling different things
to different people with the same question
and how you expect them and even me to
really trust your words
don't tell me you never lie to us
with all your words before
it's not once but twice and thrice and continuously going on...
I really kant make a choice
but to let everything go...
to really lessen the talk with you during class.
and even though we are once very close
but our friendship didn goes on smoothly
but drop down everyday
drop untill we stop messaging and call each other
within few weeks
I donno why it has happened to be like that
but I really hope that 1 day we would
really go back to the same friendship
that we once have.
I knew that one day these thing would
really happen
and it did...
and I am not that surprise that it really happen
because I already predict that it will happen
sooner or later~
I know that I should have perserverance in whatever I do
to seek God's help and guidence
but tell me~
what could I possible do???
these friendship really reach my limit.
And I really have little limit in this friendship
Just this friendship
but others...
I still did see hope and really perservere it.
Because I really do care~
And even though Cindy did really say alot of straight forward words
that would really hurt the person alots
but I knew that she had her reason
and she had once told me about it
so I don't think it is totally her fault.
I just hope that you would change someday
change to a better person~
and these would really built up our friendship
to really have fun and joyous in this friendship...
it's not only me the only one who need to try my best
but both of us~
so I really hope that we would really work hard
and change everything that affect our friendship
to become untill like that~

Labels: just let nature take nature

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