O sorry~ Please don treat me that good!
I know that I own you once, twice or even thrice
forever giving you unpromise promises~
making you get disappointed with all my answers.
but still~
you continue to help me no matter what~
Please stop helping me.
you are just making me feel more bad about myself
more guilty for not able to keep my promise to you forever...
I'm not even fit to be your just normal friend
I hope and wish that I would never heard of you ever in my life again~


YEAH~
and the more a person treat me SUPER good, especially guys, I will get touched! My heart is just that weak and soft, a little nice words/praise/gift/card/song etc is already enough to touched my heart.
But there is 1 guy who treat me very good, but no matter how good he treat me, I just don't feel touched or guilty whatsoever. OKay, I am sorry to say this, but my heart just feel the way no matter how good you treat me. Continue to treat me good bah(HAHA).

thanks God that every guy that I meet treat me that good~
thanks God that I have so many teachers and staffs there for me when I am living in a dark world. You all never give up on me and took care of me just like your daughter~
thanks God that I have such a great mama there for me to do every chores and take care of me throughout my life(HAHA)~
thanks God that I am able to have friends/classmates out there who is willing to help me when I am down~

I LOVE YOU ALL~~~(AS A FRIENDS)

♥