Post- exam activities was cooling! Yeah, and Mr Ong told me that I got the top 10% in the whole N( a) level, wonder whether it's true or not. Had some sort of briefing with friends after school, then bus to IKEA with the "Act Cute" clique. Had our lunch over the restaurant there and waited for "SMS clique" to come. They order quite alot of food which amazed me alot! Went to giant for our BBQing next week and they intend to buy liquor/beer for our chalet! Okeas, it freak me out but I'm gonna try drinking it since they say until it's really very nice etc( i feel like a bad girl etc =S ). Wanna try out with making ice-cream eh, but evil her doesn invite me personally =(
And... it's really rather weird when everyone come forward to tell me about the detail of the outing when I didn know much about it! I'm just clueless...
Packing up my stuffs later! Then had my night jogging with the "SMS clique" and "nameless clique"( haha) Make my youngest sister angry( blahblahblah). Nevermind!

I know I have not been myself this few days or even weeks, being to become over playful and having bad thoughts etc, and relying on my strength and not God's strength... Sorry =( I'm just that imperfect!!!
is it because of friends that influence me? I doesn't know!!! But I feel great with them, it's like eating drug when I'm with them, feeling high and full of spirit!


Please leave Carin Chua!!! Because she is mad about you!!! you are the one and only person who made me feel excited but lost, just a mixture of feeling which doesn seem to be like me...

♥