Be it a better or bad changes, it lead to me feeling so stranger toward the changes. Curiousity erose me up frequenly and sensing that she is suffering inside-out by herself. Surrounding friends started to change so sudden that make me feel so different, having a mixed feeling that is indescribable. Seriously, situation inbetween our clique started to drift away as though we started to split into small groups. And I'm pondering if I am the last to know it. It's heartbreaking to hear through bad news about this and that, making my heart to feel so confused by all these recent stuffs and oncoming event.
I doesn't know if it's a stress situation? a curious situation? a tired sign situation? Or somehow God's working over it, making this situation to be so obvious to me slowly when time pass by. Mind packing with stuffs that I haven done, stuffing it like a memory card till it's gonna be full soon.
Alright, simply tired out! Drain out! Stress out!
(NOT A EMO POST)

Praying that thursday would end faster! All period during thursday is all filled up with tests. Not a single bit of period is left with other stuffs. FIVE TESTS to handle with during thursday. Two tests tomorrow!!!

How I long to be in Your presense
hearing You out
little words that pleases me much
knowing that You are there for me
till the end of the day

♥